interesting poetic notion: painting eyes on hands. Feels somewhat right....

Attributations to Happiness

Things that are good

Brave New Voices
esp
"that Girl"
"Ugly Sunset"
Alysia Harris
Queen God Is

The Prinicpia Discordia
http://www.ology.org/principia/body.html#originalsnub
Realizing the ultimate control in knowing you have none
Laughing at unfortunates

Gurren Lagann
Neon Genesis Evangelion

20mg Lexapro

"The Chain" Ingrid Michaelson
"I am not a whore" Lmfao
"Skinny Love" Bon Iver
"Baptized by Fire" Spinnerette
"I sing I swim" Sea Bear <----- I have always and will always love this song

Certain Friends
New People
Phones(well even though they are hazardous objects)

My new hair cut
Getting up on time
Taking care of myself physically


Waking Life
I Heart Huckabees
Thumbsucker
The Royal Darjeeling
Gangs of New York
The Chronicles of Narnia :]

My Booky Wook
Identical
The Awakening
The Hours
The Dharma Bums

Fulfilling little tasks

Just so it doesn't look like i've died, I'll post something.
Here I am.
I got my hair changed again, it just felt like the right time to do it, i've been holding off for a while now but I had the money and the inspiration.
I'm going to West Chester as of now, studying psychology.
(My therapist believes in me. Lol)
I'm excited to meet new people.
I feel like there's been a shift we're I figured out how being in my own head 24/7 wasn't working.
things feel awkward with some of the people who have been my safety places. I'm sorry.
I feel so much more comfortable in my own skin. :]
I hope I don't relapse. I hope I don't relapse. I hope I don't relapse.

I'm in love with the smell of cotton. Like B*Bw cotton. And some laundry, but I've never been able to determine the detergent/fabric softener that has me so in love with it. Heaven is a soft place.