News Update! (cut, copied and pasted

I might not be moving. I am both pleased and a little upset by this news. (I should have predicted it, my parents are so up and down in their decisions--this is probably where I get it from)

I wrote a lot on friday, it almost turned into a story, but I don't know if I want to continue it or not. For one the effort and the disadvantageous points of committing to something I'm not completely positive is worth it really do play in to a decision of not doing so. Even though I'm almost tempted to not, I think I might anyway; the process of writing what was expressed ended up being a very positive thing.
I made a pact with myself not to re-read any of it, ever, so I don't think many people are going to be able to read it, otherwise I would post it. Not sure why I did it, well not completely sure, probably because I don't want to live as my past self. (It would seem "What the Bleep Do We Know" made a very large impression on me-look it up if you don't know what it is, its worth your time)

The past and the present are a very confusing pair of ideas and I'm lost in their supposed truths at the moment.

The more I think about balance the more it applied to everything, but my recent gained acceptance of the inability of experience to fully guarantee sound basis in generalizations prevent me from applying it into everything.

Sometime I feel as though all I am is a collage of prior thoughts stolen from someone else. Cut, copied and pasted.
Now I don't think this is fully true, but there are some points inarguable in this present state.

Explanations are so necessary and this fact is not so enjoyable, but I think I can learn to accept. Except for the fact that perhaps the founding thought may morph into something else tomorrow.

Forgive me of my abstract, seemingly ill-based thoughts, but I feel no need to control them(too much).
-> -> no explanation

I have found myself to contain more strength then I guessed I do, but still more weakness all the same. (weird phrasing)
->-> No explanation