How do you say goodbye to a past that has made you what you are? I feel as if I am at a crucial turning point, realizing that sometimes it's the times we turn to face a new direction that our lives pick up. Somehow or another I feel as if I've been at a standstill for so long, thinking I was moving, only to now find I'm in the same spot I've been in for forever.
Can a man change their stars? Does a man have stars to change?
I used to believe so much in fate, but now I cannot begin to even think that this life is so planned out. Yes, what has happened must have happened, unless we are all just fed the past through tubes as we lie on beds made for us by some beings that are feeding off of our existence.
But that thought is for another day.
Anyway, who is to say what the next day will bring. If we are to believe we have free will, how can the future be planned out? The way I see it, humans either are willess beings manipulated by some greater force, or we are free beings without a set future.
I'd rather be free then safely set into a future.
Although sometimes I long to be safe, I realize this is not an option. I could never give up myself to secure a future. A future without the self, is not a future that can exist for who I am. Perhaps to the creature I would become. But I fear that self.
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