Everything cycles and so too do I
I watch it comes and go and
see it come and again and again
in and out of the spots like a ball bouncing across an endless plan upppp
and down watching it soaring
seeing its impacted selfish practicality
gravity defining everything
rules preset rebounding
and the soul watched the cliff and itself from a distance but felt it
wind pounding

tangled in the masses of a vine
this is where you go
powerless
although
choice here
ring the bell for salvation
soundless until it decides too late
to cooperate
watching time the enemy take control
this sqaure once could fit
but like clay its been remolded and set
Water!
stubborn boulder
oh that i could hold you in my hands and take you in my heart
and we could startttttt(hold the t, don't let go)
everything slowssssss

and now the ball is rebounding in some poor head
trapppedddd
oh dread!
how often have you come to haunt me?
made made made
is it you or me?

Body why won't you listen?
Two parts
duality always
and that fractured hope that perhaps
oh just maybe
if i can pull that way
and pry that way
but no
reflections always
we live together in this house
we are the house
we are the lights
I want to taste this
but the doors are sealed and the water receding
they are at the door and they are asking for money
and they're pounding away
and its sealed
doing no good
If they starve him out
will the glue come undone?
or is there just one
more
second passing
in cycle

moving on to higher things
or levels
and layers
that dissolve as they pry the crowbar across my heart