if you got it....

I had to do a short story presentation today, lead a class discussion and a game, and it was really cool. If I could be a teacher and just do that with stories that are actually good, like the one I picked, I would love doing that for the rest of my life.
Funny, I don't think the me of June would recognize the mind of me today, but then everything is transient, so I shouldn't really be too surprised. I still think its healthy to respectfully mourn loss as long as one doesn't dwell too long or too severely. And even if that happens, its just another way to do it, some would call it really living, feeling so intensely, I know I would have, but thats not my decision anymore.

I love the tattoo design I made, its absolutely perfect.

Truth: If you got it, you wouldn't know what to do with it.
I want to say that to quite a few people right now.

God there's so much wriggle room in language for misinterpretation by listeners. Especially because other people's minds are quite separate from each other but by the communication we are mis-ing. And nobody want to feel alone, really. Unless they're masochists, or hermits, or a bunch of other things, actually. I still hold its rare.

And when I ask myself to perform as I could and have before, the pressure changes it.
(if you got it, you wouldn't know what to do with it?) That's pretty believable.