Wow.
I was so hyper last time I wrote in here. I reread that shit and I'm almost ashamed, the writing is sooo bad. Even though this is a journal, I still expect myself to be able to atleast formulate intelligent strands of thought.
I got really angry earlier today, it really frustrated me, it was nigh uncontrollable and over the stupidest reasons.
--- I really need to learn to control my anger. A big part of it was how delusional I allow myself to become at times. I promise myself something is going to happen, I know I'm lying but I go on thinking it will happen. Its one of my least favorite personality traits within myself, but I always end up learning the most from the repreccusions of it, so i guess I'm more okay with it then I lead myself on to believe.
God, I'm such a dreamer; My mind gets so creative on its spins on reality. Sometimes I really scare myself, other times I amaze myself with the beauty only my head can see.
I've made so much progress and I really don't want to back track, again.
Did I mention how I'm not appreciative of what I have?
I could go on a psychology rant, but I'm not sure I want to.
Going in a different direction,
shit i forget.
hahah
nevermind.
Decide for yourself what you take from this.
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