Sidenotes

1. I think everyone secretly likes drama and struggles. its a part of like people write off as a bad thing, but people grow so much more in the face of adversity. Plus constant bliss causes a loss of appreciation of the joy and thus lowers happiness, for most people. So the struggle gives something to compare to. Plus its another part of what life is and I've yet to meet someone not intent on finding the unlived life.
2. You can balance knowledge and happiness, but i don't think you can fully have both all the time(duhhhh haha. i just dont like that fact)
3. Balance isn't always key, but it seems to allow for the best type of life
4. I'm really bad at persuasive essays, I always end up arguing with myself.
5. I really wish I understood more, but more things that wont destroy me
6. My dad refuses to buy a water filter instead of bottled water and it pisses the fuck outta me
7. I think the reason people close off and hate each other is because inside they are afraid they will turn our to love everyone if they don't. And thats just too many personality flaws of yourself to deal with. (or maybe thats just me?)
8. I've gained a large understanding of who I am. I may not like all of it, but its me and its the truth. So why sit there upset about it, you can change it, attempt to change it or accept it
9. I really don't want to be someone that just gets by.

Thats about it for now