Oh my

And now the question seems to be, do I value .....
wow that that is way too complicated.
Rewire:
which type of beauty do I prefer?
That which can easily be seen and made but comes with a dear price
or that which comes through a totally different type of sacrifice, with perhaps an even dearer price but which in the end should bring about what would seem to be a certain lessening in struggling.
My insides laugh everytime I come anywhere near a conclusion that but leads to another question.