Random Stofff

I got really angry yesterday, like furious. It wasn't a bad day, I was just really annoyed with a few things.
Other than that I've been feeling pretty good. I'm attacking my fears from all fronts and working on getting over them. So far it's working, but I'm not sure how long its going to last.
God, I've been so irrationally emotional for such a long time.

I feel like i'm finally finding my voice again over the buzzing, confused mess of a state my mind has been in for a very long time.
There's so many things I would almost explain but I just don't feel like it.
hahaha

So everyone's been unusually quiet for like two weeks; its getting slightly infuriating. I don't mind silence for a while but this constant state of semi silence really has a way of getting to me.
I miss constant conversation, I need it. I live off of it.
Ha, perhaps its just me getting quiet. I don't know, but no one really seems to have anything to say. Which is bullshit because there are so many things to talk about, there is everything to talk about, including nothing. So perhaps we are just too lazy to come up with conversation, or maybe everyone's retreating into their own minds for a while. Maybe everyone is rearranging their minds.
I really feel like I am.
Spring Cleaning.

the mind is such an odd place.