When you just want to be at home

I know its hard to understand that I don't care about you anymore,
So close your eyes and make me fade away
Dreaming in white,
you know you don't want to be alone
Push and pull
when you just want to be at home

Taking breath to let something in
Hate and insecurity cloud your sky
How does it feel to know you just can't win?
I'd fight it off but theres nothing for me now


you're actions say your over it
but your eyes say you're alone

Do the antics get tiring
when you just want to be at home?