Wants.

Its days like this that I wish I had a boyfriend. Someone to come over when I'm sick, tell me about what I've missed and watch movies with me because I'm too ill to think properly, and someone to hold me without fearing they'll catch my disease.
I want to curl up on the couch and listen to someone play music.
I want to show them all my silly musings I've done on the guitar and them let it slide that my stuff isn't amazing. Its not supposed to be, its just honest emotionally. Thats all.
I want countless cups of honey lemon water and creamy soup even though its not good for sore throats.
I want things to happen without me forcing them. I want to express with someone.
I had a thought that felt like it was very spot on but I can't remember it.
I've been having a lot of those recently.
I want to go on walks in the woods with people and have in depth conversations about life and trails and i don't know what else.
I don't want to be alone. I don't want these walls.
I want life.