Saturday, April 3, 2010

I'm almost heading home. Just one more night and then back to Pennsylvania where the sun is not always out, dreams aren't advertised to come true, money is actually a problem and people aren't temporary(well sort of).
I don't know if all the feelings I've acculated over the break pertaining to a few different things will stay or dissipate and will the image of the the beautiful plant life here as the car keeps rolling. That sounds awkward, but I wanted to express it.
My cousin and I have a lot in common and I think if we switched parents we'd have ended up a lot like the other did. My niece Alyssa is beautiful and intelligent and I hope she is strong. I want to watch her grow. I miss Sage, Meadow and Liam. All of my nieces and nephews are incredibley strong willed and I love them for it. I think its a family trait. They all remind me of each other, and of me at that age. Is it sad that at times I feel more connected to them than I do to my siblings sometimes?
Grown ups have so little time to spare, will I become like that? Barely known by anyone?

Chloe, I've never thought you failed. At anything. I respect you so much.

Erin and I are basically emotionally in sync. So are our bodies. I'm glad she gets to rant to me, it makes me feel special and I know how important it can be to actually 'get your voice out'.

I need to get my books back from Alex Morris. Oh, by the way if you're reading this, ou actually will get your money back, I wouldn't actually do that, I just kid about everything with you, mostly.

Its funny that Matt Glanfiel in one of his only posts said how cool I was and how my many questions were entertaining and now he's such a dick to me.

Well i have to go do other things.
later.

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