Blah blah blah.

I just don't think I'm going to try and understand anything for a very long time. 

I simply wish I could remember all the things I've thought and sort them out, the question still remains as to how. 

Maybe delving this far into the rabbit hole is a truley idiotic idea and the middle ground is a much wiser choice. 

I still feel like I'm learning from every step though. 

Its all just so confusing to me. 

Hmph. 

I think I'm just going to accept

1. people will always be people 

2. I can't figure out everything

3. Ignorance is bliss

4. There will always be paradoxes. 

5. Sometimes I just have to trust my instincts. 

I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE IGNORANT