Once upon a time the girl broke yet another promise.
I really can't stay dedicated to shit, and even the most simple promises end up in the "shooting for the stars" category of goals. I really hope people don't see me as reliable.
I don't know if I should announce something, but it seems almost needed, then again I reasoned with myself that it was best not to mention it, although I'm sure anyone reading this already knows what I'm talking about.
I'm moving. To Florida.
unless a job sprouts up for truckers in the next three months. I know its best for my parents that we move down, and I'd feel like a selfish child if I pleaded to stay. I'm kinda done with being the needy bitch that only takes from her parents though, they have sacrificed long enough for me. I could atleast do this for them.
Its not a definite yet, but I almost hope it stays a definite. Yeah, I'm gonna miss everyone here. And yes I am going to be in a land where there is a danger of getting malled by an alligator, and I'm leaving a place where I am comfortable, but I really think this is whats best for my parents. For my brother down there. Hell I'm gonna miss my sister. So so so so much. And all my nieces and nephews up here.
But I've always been big on change. I need change. I thrive on it. And thats what I'm gonna tell myself to get through it. (i actually do need change, but I don't feel like explaing how and what not to think I mean)
-Peace

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