I think I shall remember.

I shall deny myself tonight. Perhaps this is a bad idea, perhaps it is a good one. I frankly don't care. I'm sure I might eventually, but I need to not care right now. To show to myself that its possible. I still feel like I'm living. I just feel like I'm relearning. Which isn't inconcievable that I need to. In psychology we were learning that one of the main components in remembering something is constant reminder of something. And with something so obscure as this there are so many questions in the idea that its hard to remember absolute truth, which I don't think it ever had. 

For an answer I suppose I must ask myself what the definition of life is. 

In that must of my answers I tend to find. 

Weird wording.