I've been cursing again, a lot, especially in front of people that I shoudn't be cursing at. I hope it doesn't become to huge of a habit because it makes me feel like an ignorant fool without a spiffy vocabulary. Which is, in essence what I could be. I just don't know.
No one ever knows. ever. People who think they do are idiots. That was what my whatever the fuck it was prompt for standardized stupid testing was about. Doing in order to understand. It sounded a lot to me like they were trying to get people to believe that they should just do whatever society tells them to do and hope they understand later, but I've been known to be wrong before.
Do to understand. Thats a load of shit. Do to do. understand it along the way. By understanding, live a little better. It would seem that to a very hidden part within the mind you have to understand in order to do, to do well atleast. You have to do in order to understand.
Maybe a baby does know what its doing when it first opens its eyes, to a subconcious level.
Maybe a bird knows what its doing when it first opens its wings.
PARADOXES!
Why is life so full of them?I don't think we diagnose life as what it is, but we believe it anyway. I don't think there is any thing that seperates us from the idiots who believed the world was flat. Besides a couple hundred years, a lot of dead intelligent people and a lot of crappy governments. We are all sectionialists. Every single one of us. Its hilarious how anyone would beg to differ.
I think its about time we all saw the big picture. Hell if I know what that is, it seems to be that we are all connected. Connected to this world, connected to every living creature. I exist. You exist. Plenty of shit doesnt exist. I don't know what that shit is, but it doesn't. I'd like to leave it at the greatest most inseperable bond links us all together: life.
Maybe someday I will be able to.

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